You are not alone in this
Meghan. I'm just a dreamer but I'm hanging on
"I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new. What is broken is broken - and I’d rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived. "
Gone WithThe Wind
"No one lights a lamp in order to hide it behind the door: the purpose of light is to create more light, to open people’s eyes, to reveal the marvels around."
Paulo Coelho, The Witch of Portobello